‎63 Years of Memories....

‎63 Years of Memories....
that's what I have now. The photo below shows the chair on the point which for so many years was my father's favorite after-supper place to contemplate and cast for walleye. As much as I feel guilty about what's happened, I know he would understand and even say there's nothing to forgive. He lived life fully and moved on many times. I'm the one with the unique experience of being attached to a beautiful place for my whole life. And despite all my best efforts, yesterday the 'cabin' was sold. I signed the papers and, truth be told, a weight was lifted. A new life lies ahead without the obligations, but with all of the wonderful memories. My unrelentingly positive attitude says this is truly how it is, but my heart is still sad.

There are some things in life for which the balance between the obligation and the joy of ownership often cannot be sustained forever. It became clear that I was no longer up to the task of taking care of the place quite a while back. However, knowing what needs to be done and doing it are often far apart. Finally, no choice was left. It had to be sold.

Now it's gone. No more worrying about how long the grass or how deep the snow is up there. No more sublimely pleasurable early morning cups of coffee sitting on the dock when the color of the lake is like pale blue glass and the air is completely still. No more endless repairs, high taxes, and utility bills. No more late nights around the fire pit with friends and family - warm from both fire and friendship. No more frozen pipes or emergency calls to the furnace guys. No more saunas and midnight skinny dipping that make you feel like you'll live forever while your connection with nature is confirmed by the gazillion stars of the milky way and the loons calling out in the dark. No more concerns with low well water levels or water so hard and full of iron the clothes turn yellow and your newly washed hair feels like brillo. No more finding the way home by boat in the dark after a long day on the lake feeling like this is the only place you really, really belong. No more praying that the boathouse will make it another year without collapsing. And ultimately, no more making new memories with friends, family and loved ones. No new memories, that is, at Half Bay, Lake Vermilion, Tower, MN. New life... here we come!

How do you thank a place for memories?

Friday, April 28, 2006

Hello From Paradise!
















Hi Everyone! Here is RNB & TNT on New Years eve this year, I thought you guys would like it, great shot huh? Todd, you don't have devil eyes in this one, what's up with that? You going soft after all these years? Next is Anubis (Rachel & Bert's pupster) and Otter, sleeping sisters on my bed before Anubis moved to NY. On the lower left is a shot of Otter, so you guys can put a face with the name. She loves to be upside down and play with stuff on her belly.

Hey Sam, I was thrilled to see your post, glad you joined us! Do your sisters read it ever? Tell them to join in too! Now I'm just waiting to hear from Brandon, HELLO? Are you there Brandon? Come on, you have to throw in your two cents too! Hopefully you actually read this blog thing, or else I am talking to myself.. :)

Well, everything down here is going great. Me and my friend Sheila spent the weekend island hopping on her boat. Every morning I wake up and go outside, I have that nice feeling like I'm on vacation. It's awesome to spend every day in paradise. Its also been kind of nice to not have to compete for a little while. I have next week off also, then it's back to horse showing. For those of you who didn't know, my female Catahoula, LeeLoo, had 9 puppies in late October. One of which I kept, a female, named Otter. She was trampled by a horse a couple weeks ago and shattered her leg. She is hobbling around and doing better now, but it is hard to keep her quiet, I mean, after all, she is a 6 mo old puppy. The photo is of Otter and Anubis as baby girls asleep on my bed. The one with white on her is Anubis, Bert &Rachels dog, Otter is all brown and black, he was a 120 lb Mastiff, yes, it was an accident.

I am REALLY, REALLY looking forward to the family get together over Labor Day. Rachel, you better be coming, don't let me down. Shelia's coming so the rest of you can all finally meet her. (Rachel, she said she will be PISSED if you don't make it, she is excited to see you again) Brandon, it would be awesome to see you, Stacy, and the kids, if there is anyway you can make it. And that goes for you too Sam, and Britt and Sigrid, of course. If we run out of room, I volunteer to relinquish a room and sleep in a tent, Bert's already donated his. We will set a chair arround the fire with a Picture of Bert, so we all feel like he's there. It's funny, the two people we will talk most about will both have the same name...

Bert, I love you so much, and miss you more than you can imagine. I think about you at least 50 times a day, and talk about you almost as much. Hope you're doing as well as you can. I thought about renting a POD, and moving into on the new farm, just so I could relate, but the rent on one of those things is almost as much as my house, and the mutts must have there stretching space. Otterage, Noop, and Himss all grunt hello. I bet you miss the smell of doggies, don't you? I will try to send some Eau de Floyd in the next package. he he.

Love you all,

Bree

2 comments:

Lottie Dah said...

The chatroom this morning was really fun. It was great to hear your voice for a little bit, too, Bert, and that you joined in, Brandon. Hope you had fun at the airshow!

On the chat, Bert was saying how lucky he is. Then, Bree, today AFTER you break your leg, you tell me how lucky you are. Holy moley, talk about good attitudes! I can't tell you how proud I am of all of you.
Life is good - just full of speed bumps. Farts dempere! Bree, we'll have our fingers crossed that the MRI turns up negative.

Thanks for the photos. I love the sleeping pups.

Hugs and lots of love,
Mom

Todd, Tania, Ryder & Cassidy said...

Bree, awesome pics! What a bunch of mini Birchbuddies LeeLoo had! Love, T