‎63 Years of Memories....

‎63 Years of Memories....
that's what I have now. The photo below shows the chair on the point which for so many years was my father's favorite after-supper place to contemplate and cast for walleye. As much as I feel guilty about what's happened, I know he would understand and even say there's nothing to forgive. He lived life fully and moved on many times. I'm the one with the unique experience of being attached to a beautiful place for my whole life. And despite all my best efforts, yesterday the 'cabin' was sold. I signed the papers and, truth be told, a weight was lifted. A new life lies ahead without the obligations, but with all of the wonderful memories. My unrelentingly positive attitude says this is truly how it is, but my heart is still sad.

There are some things in life for which the balance between the obligation and the joy of ownership often cannot be sustained forever. It became clear that I was no longer up to the task of taking care of the place quite a while back. However, knowing what needs to be done and doing it are often far apart. Finally, no choice was left. It had to be sold.

Now it's gone. No more worrying about how long the grass or how deep the snow is up there. No more sublimely pleasurable early morning cups of coffee sitting on the dock when the color of the lake is like pale blue glass and the air is completely still. No more endless repairs, high taxes, and utility bills. No more late nights around the fire pit with friends and family - warm from both fire and friendship. No more frozen pipes or emergency calls to the furnace guys. No more saunas and midnight skinny dipping that make you feel like you'll live forever while your connection with nature is confirmed by the gazillion stars of the milky way and the loons calling out in the dark. No more concerns with low well water levels or water so hard and full of iron the clothes turn yellow and your newly washed hair feels like brillo. No more finding the way home by boat in the dark after a long day on the lake feeling like this is the only place you really, really belong. No more praying that the boathouse will make it another year without collapsing. And ultimately, no more making new memories with friends, family and loved ones. No new memories, that is, at Half Bay, Lake Vermilion, Tower, MN. New life... here we come!

How do you thank a place for memories?

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Holy High Water




Welcome back to me! Well, I had quite the adventure, as always. Halfway through the week I got bored with riding horses, and being trapped in the madness of Bogota, so we left. We, being Alejandro, Myself, Julio Ceasar (a rider), Juliana (more affectionately called Huli Huli, also a rider), Mauricio (nicknamed by Alejo "Mauricito", which means "little Mauricio" - he is only 5'1", also a rider), Bear (okay, they were all riders), and about five or so other horse peopole who wanted to venture out into the jungle with us. We left the city at about 55 degrees, overcast and rainy, drove down the mountains into the rainforest, and within 3 hours of driving, it warmed to 90 degrees, sunny, and humid like the steam room at Dad's gym. We wound around muddy, unpaved roads in the mountains, driving in and out of clouds all the while, until we reached a tiny town called Tobia, where every surface built by man was covered with Orchids, and strange tropical growths built by nature. We then began our half-day hike up a particularly difficult/muddy/slippery mountain path until we reached near the top, and came to rest below a 4 tiered, 200 meter waterfall. All I can say is, WOW. We climbed up alongside the cascade assisted by bamboo poles stuck in between rocks, and aged twine loops for handholds, the ingenious placements of which we owed to our hosts, these men who clearly spent all their lives climbing these cliffs, and rapelling down these waterfalls. A small man inquired if we understood that "under these SEVERE conditions, you AND your party are acting COMPLETEly at your own RISK and TO attempt climbing under YOUR own judgement you must decide that you are PHYSICALly capable, oh, and there are no HEALTH professionals available at all, in case you may be wondering." I could read between the lines. So, we climbed, then we joined a slipperry knot of ropes tied in an incomprehensible network to various trees and rocks, tied ourselves off to one of the ropes with a loose end dangling over the falls, and threw ourselves backwards over the edge, in the midst of the pounding water. It is quite a thing, to put your life in the hands of someone you do not know, and whom you understand even less. Nonetheless, rapelling is one of those things you tend to figure out very swiftly, because you have no alternative. We would rapell about 150 feet, and then drop into a lagoon (the ropes always seemed to end about 20 feet above the lagoon), before tying off to the the next rope, and going over the next tier. It was so...#@%*#@*...fun!!!! I didn't get too many good photos, since I was trying not to get the camera wet, but you can hopefully grasp the scale, you can see the lowest section of falls to the left of me in the first PIC, the second is Me, Alejo, Julio, and Huli Huli. We also went rafting in the Rio Negro, and boy was that river pissed off. Did any of you hear about the mudslides there last week? Well, we decided to go rafting downstream while is was doing all that raining upstream. The result was Level 4 & 5 rapids, that we had no business attempting, but once again, we all survived, and had a great time doing it. I have so many pictures to post, any suggestions on the best way to do that? Anyways, I love Columbia, and can't wait to go back, next time we are going to go Canopying across the Coffee Plains and Cloudforests!! I will write about things as I have time to upload pictures, and post them, the benefit there being I don't bore you all at once. A couple other things happened while in the land of RRRapids and RRRRigaton and (I finally learned to roll my "rrrrs"), first, I quit smoking, again and for the final time (YAAAAY!! TNT, you are next!!), second, I caught one hell of a cold. So I am going to bed now to try to kick it. I miss you all, and glad there was so much to read when I got back. LOVE, BREE :) :) :)

2 comments:

Lottie Dah said...

LOL, Bree and lots of vicarious thrills! I enjoyed every word/moment! A funny thing that came to my mind as I read your post. Is there any remote place left in the world that doesn't have a 'guide' or 'entrepreneur' offering 'the ropes'? Kind of like mosquitos...do they just wait around for you to come by?
So, did you drink cachacas or the Colombian equivalent?
Thanks so much for taking the time to post and write!
Hugs and love,
Mom

Rachel said...

Looks like tons of fun! Did you have to go up the rope before you went down? Who/what else was swimming with all of you in that water? What else did you do? Tell us of your adventures!